?

I know you shut me out

but how far

can you hide

from the thoughts

that stir you inside

leading you

to me

and to

the beautiful

memories.

I miss you

tell me

how do you live

without me under your breath

how do you breathe

without me filling your air

tell me how

tell me now

because in this world

absent of you

i die every second,

every minute

that i think of you

truth

Waking up again

questions in my head

do i start to explain?

or do i whisper in the wind?

truth will set us free

truth will

truth is

free

Stay Here Forever - Jewel

One of my favorite songs. Baby, let's walk...

Bad As it Gets - Jewel

I ache

My dear,

I saw a tower tall and I saw it slowly fall. It was devastating.

I didnt know how we got here. I dont know the truth in all these. It is painful to see something i believe in so much, die.

I dont know what to do with my pain. Suddenly, I run out of options. I dont know what else to say.

I ache.

and i know you do too.

I am truly truly sorry. I think i told you that, remember?

sad sunday!

i miss you!

here we are we are talking but it feels like you are so far away. your mind is filled with things. tonight, i was hoping i could squeeze myself in. but maybe, your life is already too crowded for me.

or maybe, im just putting too much drama in everything. if i am, im sorry. I just miss you terribly and my heart could almost burst from not having a way to let you know that i love you. my silence is hard, but i will get by.

my heart hopes every minute that you wil stay fine. i care for you. and tonight, a silent sunday, may you find a small spot in your heart to care for me too.

i remain...yours.